i adores th past, but its something tat wont be back.

people do changed, i've t accept tat. trust need time
t gain, its never easy t get it back once its gone.
everything changes just in awhile, too much t count.
i cant talked t anyone about it, yes im always looking
so happy, but who knows wad im thinking. sometimes
you cant just see th appearance. seeing all of them being
drifted apart because nobody understands, because nobody
even bothers about it. why am i th only one getting stress
about it and you guys can just live around happily like that.cant
believe you all dont bother about this, where are those happy memories
& all those jokes within us ? wad about being together with no problems.
where have all these things been t, once united together and now its all
fading away. i swear im gonna fall apart, i just need someone t care.
freakingtiredofeveryshittysituationiminnow!

wish i could keep you much longer,
i cant hold on anymore.
im tired of everything,
i just need someone
t hold me when im falling apart.

EDITED :

wanted t tell you about it, i have
typed out everything but you slept.
so i deleted everything and left nothing
t say t you, i wont want t tell anymore. sigh ...