shagshagshag,one like t take people for granted.
and they doesnt even realize it. its funny how they
can treat you very nice when they needed you and
dump you aside when they have other people. i dislike
when people plan t meet you & tells you that they cant
make it, or they've problems with other or they have other
friends t go with them alre.excuses only, lesson learnt ; never
forgive one so easily they are only taking you for granted.
i find myself being dumb, why should i bother t be sad over
such stuffs right, since they dont care why should i. im really
being very dumb and stupid. if saying sorry means its okay ,
i rather you dont say anything because its still th same.
gonna meet lovelove soon and going hospital at night,
might update when im back.


edited ;

went t meet lovelove around 3plus,she very th slow.
waited for her till 4plus. then she met her friend,
awhile he went off. went t eat, Rovin came t find
me for awhile(: then after eating, walkwalkwalkwalk.
around 7 train back t Yewtee met Brother, Mummy &
Grandma. train t Queenstown and Auntie drove us t
Alexandra hospital, went t visit another grandma.
home around 10 ? thanks Sookyee lovelove for
accompanying me t th hosiptal, reallyreallyreally
appreciate it.

sigh,all i can do is just watch you lie on the bed till
god take you away from me.

th saddest thing in life is
loving someone who dont loves you.