i dont know how t say about my life right now, IT SUCKS. i cant share my problems with anyone, cause i dont know how t anymore. pretending everything is just fine.putting on a fake smile so i dont have t explain why im not happy. i realize i've many fake friends, friends that pretend t cares. friends that stab you in th back, friends that call/text you when they needed help or when they're feeling down. yes, people says i took them for granted. what you wanna think is your problem alre, i dont have time t entertain you much either, i've my own problems too, rather than stays and quarrel with you. people just dont understands how you feels, they just keep on saying and saying. which they think that its a joke or its funny, think, when you needed someone who is really there for you. no matter you are sad, angry, disappointed or happy. they just stood by you every time you needed them. someone who tells you their problems no matter sad/ happy, someone who gave you advice and hugs when you needed it. someone who love you for who you are. family problems is coming back again and its much more complicated now. stop asking me t cheerup, if you're in my situation i believe you cant too.

im done here, its rather a boring post dont read when you think its lame.



i hate myself,i hate my life,
i hate everything,
i hate th situation im in now,
i hate my so called "father",
i hate JasmineNahXinYi.

friends come and goes,
true friends are hard t find.