sweetsweetheart~oh hi, freaking damn saw eyes. didnt went school again, aww i should really stop doing that. my studies is dropping downdowndowndowndown, especially my damn maths. have been skipping like 4 periods of maths alre, damn it. starting tomorrow i must everyday go school! unless im really really sick. MUST!~ okay, some people is like so typical. if someone say hello t you and you simply ignore it, its like you didnt know or didnt notice she/he is talking t you right. so why do people take it so seriously? my god, LIKE HELLO!!? you're 16, use your brain and think eh. dont be so childish and say because people dont like you so they simply ignore you. please lah, i've one pair of eyes, you think i know who you're talking t or even saw you? LAMESHIT, wanna say this type of things just say it out loud. dont have t say it behind my back with im not in school(: dont try t act friendly with me cause i know you dislike me too, or should i say you 'like' me very much.
one month of holidays, back t school and realize alot of people changed. some became closer like me and th 4 idiots and some drifted damn apart like those people i used t go t recess with. attitude like suck cock only, changed till like dont know what. i hate it, why do people changed so quickly. close friends drifted while those normal friends became closer. close friends are those who're always with you right, but why does it seems like you all hackcare alre. i may not be in th place t talk t you guys like this but its pretty upsetting.we only have a few months together left, i dont know why you guys dont even least appreciate.oh well, people changed we just have t accept th damn fact even if we dont like it after all it's still your friends and you've t accept how they became.
yesterday before i went t bed, was getting scoldings and nag by mum i dont know what i did t deserve that seriously. its always me, even if im not in th wrong. i didnt do anything i got nag, do things get scolded. i dont know why im in this family also, communication break down alre. theirs like nothing t say anymore, say what also get scold. shutup also get scold. well, i dont feel happy at all. im just faking throughout my days with smile amd laughter. nobody really knows what's wrong, they just believe what's on th outside. dont ask whether im fine, i dont need your sympathy. i believe im strong enough t keep this on my own but i still appreciate those who are with me(:
one month of holidays, back t school and realize alot of people changed. some became closer like me and th 4 idiots and some drifted damn apart like those people i used t go t recess with. attitude like suck cock only, changed till like dont know what. i hate it, why do people changed so quickly. close friends drifted while those normal friends became closer. close friends are those who're always with you right, but why does it seems like you all hackcare alre. i may not be in th place t talk t you guys like this but its pretty upsetting.we only have a few months together left, i dont know why you guys dont even least appreciate.oh well, people changed we just have t accept th damn fact even if we dont like it after all it's still your friends and you've t accept how they became.
yesterday before i went t bed, was getting scoldings and nag by mum i dont know what i did t deserve that seriously. its always me, even if im not in th wrong. i didnt do anything i got nag, do things get scolded. i dont know why im in this family also, communication break down alre. theirs like nothing t say anymore, say what also get scold. shutup also get scold. well, i dont feel happy at all. im just faking throughout my days with smile amd laughter. nobody really knows what's wrong, they just believe what's on th outside. dont ask whether im fine, i dont need your sympathy. i believe im strong enough t keep this on my own but i still appreciate those who are with me(:
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