goodbye its th end.

yes, im very disappointed right now. i dont know what t do either, just let it be over and done for. seriously, friends become like dont know what alre. go school also dont know for what, face four walls and nobody t talk t. i dont wanna stuck in between of anyone. im really stress over this type of things, i dont want anyone t quarrel because of me. i dont know what t say or anything, friends till now i guess. seriously, im very disappointed with you mm. from strangers t friends, friends t brother/sister and then back t square one, strangers again. i dont know whether you'll see this or not but it really doesnt matter. friendships build between this 4 years, is it like a some kind of game? say end then end, i dont this either but i dont see any point explaining anything. i dont know why i breakdown for, i find it very stupid for me t do that. crying like a baby and nobody t talked t and i myself t blame for everything, you dont appreciate then so be it like you said. what's th definition for friend? i think i need t understand it once more and know what friends are really for. im lost, i dont know who's fake and who's real. or lets just say i dont have much friend i only have classmates, classmates and friends have two totally different meanings. now my classmates are left with Yokemun,Zaron,Nazhairi,Danis,Sharizal & Aqil. such many person in a class man, not trying t be sarcastic and i've got nothing much t say anymore seriously, but there will be still some kind of awkwardness in between us as we're from th same class and bound t see each other everyday. im not going t say much either, but Jodi'sweetheart you might want t stop quarreling with mm cause of this. i find it not worth for you t quarrel with him over me, yes i appreciate it and thanks you've alre help alotalot. im on my own now, lets just hope everything would be fine. let nature take it courses(: im fine dont worry.