baby what if..

like tweety bird :P

hi, im here t scream my hearts out:( ya, waited for 4 days just wanted t talk t you. in th end, this is what i get. how great, crying like a baby again. i hope you're enjoying yourself eh(: waited likea dumb fool, retard, idiot. i didnt want t say anything because i know you're tired and i dont wanna get into a fight with you again. yes see th word again? too many times alre, uncounted-able. im tired of this, im know you're too. tolerating my nonsense everyday, too sensitive perhaps. i've so many things t tell you, but you're not here. i guess, im on my own. solving this problems myself, nobody t relay on, nobody t hear me out, nobody t cry t. likea stranger in th house only, i dont wanna stay home:( hais, life have too many up and downs, mine have way too much downs. but that's life isnt it? i dont want any explanations. i wanna be alone for th time being, i hate my so called life. i've no life alre, like live for other people and not myself.