is it time t say goodbye?

currently~

im like so damn bored so i looked through my pict and decided t post it and see how much i've changed. alright im like so not in th mood right now, LOVE why is it always so hurting. love hurts yes so true, but nobody want it either. guys dont understands how girls feel and girl dont know what guys want/think. so there's bound t be quarrels and misunderstanding. yes i really understanding it, but im hurting enough. i want all t stop, but there's no way. i blame myself for loving too deeply, yes its always my own fault i can blame noone. LIFE, im tired of life alre can i just put an end t this(: i so wish i could, life is always so stress up. yes, there's full of ups and downs but why is it that mine have TOO many of ups and downs. i dont know how long i can hold on, nobody can help only i myself. im tired, really tired. i just wanna close my eyes rest well and not t open them again. i find it hard t live this life of mine anymore. i hated it so much, im starting t hate everything around me. God, im really tired:/