overdue pict, i realize i changed alot.

aww, im still tired and cramps is killing me as well as my head, its like since two days ago. please go away:( and my cough is getting worst again, sweet curse me that i'll soon cough out blood. seriously, i dont give a shit t anything anymore. life's so screwed up, if life is so much easier everybody would just be happy. i dont understand why do people have t act like their happy while they are actually hurting inside. im tired of this, yes 'bringjasmineback' how many times have i said that? many, but why am i still suffering here. jasmine is mentally tired, i want t fake no more. everyday i wake up and told myself today is going t be better than yesterday, but i dont feel it. its th same, problems are still here and i know running away isnt th solution. but its all i can do now, i dont wanna live another day with problems. birthday coming in a few weeks, not at th least of excited at all cause i know it'll just be like any other normal days. never had i been happy or surprise on that day. well that's life, life's simple what do you expect. imma so bored, so im gonna write some dedication t love ones and close friends.

Sookyee'lovelove;
thanks for always being here for this 3 years, i appreciate it veryvery much. i remembered i used t keep running t you if i've got problems and you would always ask me what wrong and know im not alright even if im smiling. i miss how we used t spend everyday together. thanks for loving me for who i am, thanks for cheering me up whenever im upset. i remembered once, you saw me breaking down and you broke down too. how cute is that, but you're silly for doing that(: iloveyouforeverythingokay(:

Jodi'sweetheart;
although we might not be as close as how you and your 'friend' used t be. but im sure you're true, thank for always being here t listen t my problems and giving me advice. although you might be stubborn sometimes, but you know what you really want for your life. dont ask me what t choose for you, i believe you can make you own decision and i'll always be behind your decision okay! we might not know each other for very long but at least our relationship is as steady as rock right. cold wars might have been us farther but im gald you're still here for me each time i needed you. loveyoumuch(:

baby;
we fight, we quarrel, we have cold wars, but you're still here. hope things become better soon, i know my attitude like sucks only and you're always giving in. yes, i hate my bad temper and attitude and im trying t change alre. you got t seriously get some rest, you're so stubborn. tired yet dont wanna rest and still come t find me. stupidboy, loveyoualways.

Cheryl'hubby;
always going school together, we might not be close like how we used t be alre but im still here for you and you're still here for me. i might not get t go t school with you anymore, but i'll definitely miss that. im glad you still tell me your problems even though you have your other friends t talk t, hehe but remember im always here(: loveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Mason'Brathe;
we might not be close, wemight have quarreled and misunderstandings before but you still give me advice sometimes although i dont like your stupid advice as sometimes it hurt my feelings but thanks for being there when i needed someone t talked t. and yes we have spend 4 years together, in th same class. chitchat together, joke together, disturbing each other. and i remembered during lower sec you used t entertain me everyday, i sure miss that. but think of if, we like drifted alot eh. you might appear t be fine sometimes, but i know that you're not fine just acting tough ah. i might not get t share your problems with you anymore next time, but you still can tell me about it. i dont know when we'll see each other after this year ends, but im sure we'll still get t talk right. maybe next time down th road we'll be like strangers and dont recognise each other so much of maybe uhs.

Zaron'sibling;
guys dont understand girl and girl dont understand guys, but why you this idiot understand me. yes, we used t be close and now we've drifted. hmm, you are always here for me even thought we seldom talked t each other alre. always giving me advice but rather stupid one, im here for you like you're here for me. yes i know you're having problems now and not telling me. but dont keep things t yourself, can tell me what's wrong when you feel like it. thanks for everything(:

Keefe'dearest;
hahahah, we might not be close yet, but thanks for listening t my problems and trying t cheer me up whenever im down. i dont have much t say t you now uhs, but thanks for being here(:

i've many fake friends, but these are true. they accepted who i am, always here for me no matter happy or sad, ups or downs. haha i dont really give a damn t what others think of me, i just need all these people here and i really appreciated it aloooooooooooooooot.imma gonna end here my hands breaking soon. oh ya and meimei dont read till cry ah.